Why did I have this dream?
September 29th, 2009
Ok so I literally just woke up from a rather weird dream.
I dreamed that this guy I liked was having a party of exactly 112 people. Well I don’t know if it was exactly that, but that number popped up in my head.
Anyways, when I walked in the house, it seemed familiar. And when I walked in his room, I thought it was familiar too. But I suddenly realized that was the house of my Aunt and Uncle. I had to move there with my sister for a total of 3 years withtout seeing my parents for months at a time… Because of family issues.
I suddenly started to smake uncontrolably and slide down into a squat. I felt like I was choking and I was sad and scared. The guy caught me and just held me. I looked at him and he was smiling. I pointed to the room and I tried to say “This was my room…this room! And the one next to it was my sisters!” He just smiled and jumped up and around.
Soon I felt better and got back up, and more guest arrived. The rest was dumb and random, and I think there was a wedding outside on the lawn [?] that we all later crashed?
My first guess was… that I really want to tell this boy some childhood secrets. I will admit it’s been on my mind.
But can I have other opinions?
I probably won’t tell him about it… I mean, he likes me too, but still….
Um….
NO.
How To Make A Diaper Cake
Powered by FireStats
October 1st, 2009 at 6:38 pm
Your childhood secrets are being brought up so that you can be cleansed of them. The only one you need to confess to is God. Tell Him your deepest hurts and when you get finished then forgive the person or persons that hurt you and pray for salvation for their souls and then forgive yourself and ask for forgiveness. If you do this you will be on the road to sanctification.
The wedding could be yours when you except Jesus as Lord but because of your disbelief you crashed it instead.
It seems that when you try to get close to God and want to except him you get scared and turn from Him and that is normal of a sinner. It took me awhile too but when I finally submitted and made Him my Lord I said” What took me so long” If I would have known the peace that passes all understanding was this awesome I would have done it sooner.
God bless you
October 2nd, 2009 at 11:36 am
According to dreammoods.com,
Party
To dream that you are at a party, suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is bad, then it indicates that you are unsure of your social skills.
Family
To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family. Alternatively, it could mean that you are overly dependent on your family, especially if the family members are in your recurring dreams .Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them.?
Unknown
To see an unknown person in your dream, signifies a part of yourself that is repressed and hidden. Alternatively, it symbolizes the archetypal dream helper who is trying to offer some insight and advice.?
Wedding
To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life. They reflect your issues about commitment and independence.?Alternatively, your wedding dream refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death. Such dreams are often negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. If you dream that the wedding goes wrong or ends in disaster, then it suggests that there is more negativity that needs to be dealt with.
Hope this helped!
October 3rd, 2009 at 1:36 pm
First of all, the number 112 is significant to you for what reason you do not say. Obviously, the family issues were a burden to you and it was a difficult time for you. Finding yourself in that environment again brought up the fears and anxiety of that time resulting in the panic feelings you were having in the dream. The guy likely represented someone in your life who helped you and move you back into a healthy direction.
The dream would possible suggests there are some sexual aspects to your childhood secrets and you don’t know how these issues could effect either current or future relationships with men.
I hope this is helpful.